I just came from BPI to pay my BIR annual registration fee and boy did I beat that buzzer. Yes, that is me and my long-time issue with deadlines & due dates. Anyway, according to my period calendar, bloodshed is expected to arrive sometime this or next week. I would like to believe that that is the reason I've been feeling down lately. Hah, I have pre & post menstrual blues on all days I'm not bleeding. I think I have to push myself to run tomorrow morning. Let's see if it changes my mood for the better.
I may have found a new cyber friend on Reddit, depends if he/she replies to my last message, and my future messages if that turns out fine.
I miss having someone to love & hold, but I don't miss the stress that definitely comes with it.
I feel bummed that I don't seem to be cut out for family life--parenthood, being a spouse/partner, &c.
Damn, I want to cry. I hope there's no one there when I get home.
I want more money! I messaged three dubbing directors yesterday, two of them got back to me, said they'd keep me in mind for future projects. I hope they don't just keep me in their minds. I hope they actually hire me to write!
I think I should be more busy. That'd be a win-win for me, I guess: more money + less time to brood on my life's depressing points. Don't worry, self, projects are going to come. You're good at your job, you just have to work better on your time management.
I'm near home. Less than 5kms. I think I'm going to sleep.
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