I feel tired. I feel sad. I get headaches almost everyday that they've become dull pains already.
I can't help crying over petty thoughts most of the time. I feel empty and alone most of the time. For all I know I may be depresed, which cannot be. I cannot be depresed.
Most of the time I feel bored and uninterested, even in work. Sometimes even with my own friends. Worse, with my family. I just want to sleep all day. Sometimes I just want to lie down and think. Sometimes I just want to lurk alone in some place. I want to get away. Maybe I need a vacation.
I want to go to the beach alone. Watch the waves alone. Eat alone. Sun bathe alone. Travel alone. I know I am not going to commit suicide anyway, no matter how sad I might become.
Here is where I want to go right now:
La Luz Beach Resort, batangas. I wish I could go with someone to cut back on expenses but I want to be alone.
