fine. i've been stupid. i've been blinded by the seemingly wonderful idea of having a boyfriend. well, i discovered that i was not ready to have one yet.

i still am not ready.

but i realized something. i was never in love with this person who dumped me. i was in love with the idea of having a you-know-what. akala ko tuloy mahal ko na rin sya.

di pala.

eto yun e:
i could not accept the fact that i have actually been dumped. (it's just an ego thing, really. lagi kasi'ng ako.)
i trusted too much, too easily.
i did not prolong my mystery...or maybe i was just tooooo mysterious that this person gave up.
he did not really like me.

oh well, masaya naman ako ngayon, may oras na ulit ako sa trabaho ko kung saan i'm sure that they need me.

sige, bye-bye! :-)