Monday, September 07, 2026

One of those nights...again.

I've been feeling down lately. Been hoping for projects, nothing. Looking for online jobs, too. 

I feel like people are disappointed in me. I’ve been practically unemployed for months, drowning in debt, and I'm not a helpful housemate, etc. Ala kung ambag. I go to sleep with an urge to cry and ache in my heart, and wake up ashamed of myself.


Endless loop. 

Out and back route.

There are things we don't tell anyone.


My dirty little secret is my ill, ill mind.





Currently song:

"Dirty Little Secret" by The All-American Rejects

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