February 2016
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Need to finish Scooby
4 today. Light load, yes. Next week I have nothing to do. J THE LIFE! J How I wish I have some weed with
me. I plan to go to either Samat or Zambales to celebrate my birthday in
solitude.
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I’m bored. I’m sleepy. I don’t want to work but I have to finish this Scooby script ASAP. Hayyyyyyy.
I’ll do a page then sleep a bit then work again. God give me strength. I need a
warm embrace, preferably from an attractive male. Being single doesn’t suck save
for these moments. Lahat ng attractive guys na trip ko eh are
not within reach. Not even within 250 kms. They’re seas away. Mountains away. Worlds away. (And even if they were here, I doubt they would want to hug me. Huhu)
I have a teeny little crush on *.
Gushing over this person for several days now. Actually, I've had a thing for this person since some years
back, when I first read what he has written--I didn't even know what this person looked like! This person is SO out
there. I’m a fan. When I finally met this person in person (how's that for redundance?), I learned this person has a soothing voice, nice, fresh-faced smile, calm demeanor, is smart, has that angas & suplado aura but this person seems down to earth. Funny, too. & this person is not rude. Not tall, but fit as fuck, demmet, but one can tell that this person loves himself. This person's toenails are...okay--as you know, I have a thing about toenails & I don't know why. Anyway, I’ve weaved webs of daydreams about this person on my way home that time! Sa haba ba naman ng byahe. Sadly, there’s no chance of me seeing this person again save for FB. HUGE SAD
SIGH. And even if I do get a chance to see this person again, what of it? I’m probably
just going to stick my foot in my mouth and make a complete fool out of my pathetic self. This person has probably already
forgotten we’ve even met. PR, keep your shit together. Anyway, I badly need a hug
it makes me want to burst into tears.
(FAST FORWARD TO TONIGHT. April 24, 2016. Time is 10:09 PM. I still kind of feel the same. I was wrong on one thing, though: I saw this person again, yay! Infatuation levels are very much under control, good news. Meanwhile, I'm getting sleepy but I have a script to finish. Will finish it tomorrow, but I gotta get something done tonight. I just thought of sharing a bit of myself on cyberspace, where nothing is sacred.)
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