I find the outdoors addictive and I don't know why.
Unfortunately, I can't always afford to go hiking so I just console myself with jogging somewhere near our apartment. It's pretty outdoorsy--there's breeze, a little dirt path, trees. In fact, I'm going out for a 7k run in a while. This is part of my training for 21k in November.
I miss my earphones.
In other news, I've been crying again. No worries, self, you'll get through this.
You are loved.